step into the wild imagination of your not so typically average girl. My name is Cassandra, and you are welcome to walk through my thoughts. Or Frolic, if that's what you prefer.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Can't catch me, I'm the gingerbread man!
"Sweet pea.. apple of my eye.." that song is stuck in my head nathalie maynard! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE
this is my fourth happy birthday to her. Oops, that's 5. *giggles*
My hands. Are SOOO COLD.
So today, mother expects me to go swimming before YLD .. but that is NOT happening. NOT NOT NOTTTT Happening. It is FAR too cold, and there is not way I'm "ready" to go swimming.. leg wise. If you know what I mean.
And I don't have the energy to get ready.
Today in YLD is the intro to our charity project.. (DID I MENTION MY HANDS ARE SO COLD?!) for JMF... and I'm quite excited to get this project going.
THIS MORNING I TRIED TO EXPERIMENT! annnnd, I made my usual gigantic mug of coffee, and put cinnamon and gingerbread extract and vanilla in it.
MISTAKE? --------> YES.
it tasted far to strong to taste even remotely yummy. And it was so gross. Yet.. I drank half of it. It had a DISGUSTING aftertaste.. that made you want more.
But when we went to Brett's house for lunch.. I dumped it all out. Thank god.
SPEAKING OF BRETT;
OMG his kitty is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute!!!! His name is Sherlock, and he's about as big as my foot, and he's ADORABLE. I want to hug it and eat it and kiss it all day long.
It liked to be held, but then Nathalie scared it, and it was all jittery for awhile, and it hid underneath the table. POOR THING! I wanted to hug it.
But. I was afraid I'd scare it again. Or... squish it.
I love kitties.
I can't wait to have a few.
... shuttup cyrina.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Oh how I ADORE dearest Zahra.
So I promised Miss Nathalie that I'd post something that was less.. "about my day" and more "deep"...
Although the problem with that is I'm not entirely "deep".
I guess some parts of life are awesome, and I love school right now, during AND afterwards... and everything else. I HATE going home because its SO boring. Like, you have no idea.
I love going to other people's houses.
Like today, I hung out with Cyrina for the first time in a looooooong time. And when I mean hang out, I mean... sit around and do NOTHING. because that's the best kind of hang out. :)
And it wasn't awkward or anything. I LOVE hanging out with cyrii & nic and.. well basically them two.
You see... I have this theory;
Cyrina & Nicola are a lot alike, in the way that we like.. "click".
Personality wise? They're completely different.
CYRINA AND NICOLA, I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND, but i'm going to talk about you for the next few.. erm, PARAgraphs. >:)
NICOLA
Nicola, personality wise, is amazing :) ... but she works very peculiarly. She has to be in the right "mood" i find, in order to hang out with her. She has several different types of "moods" that are good, but then basically there's one mood you tend to avoid. That's the mood, where she doesn't really feel like talking, and just doesn't want to be bothered cause she doesn't want to be bugged. It's common in a lot of people, but its most prominent in Nic.
CYRINA
Soo Cyrina is a pretty amazing kid too. But she's not as crazy as Nicola ;) *jokes*. Cyrina goes through these "phases" (she said this herself) where she's *quote* : "Bi-sexual" when it comes to her friends. She either wants to hang out with guys all the time, or finds that she'd rather hang around girls.. she can't do both, because she's challenged. xD
... *jokes* :P
THE WAY THEY'RE ALIKE;
The way this works... like in my mind, is that Cyrina and Nicola are like the ONLY friends that I can spend like.. months away from, and never talk to them for the longest time... and just pick things back up with them again. Exactly where we had left off before. I don't see myself able to do that with ANNNNnyyone else but them. Like I haven't talked to cyrina, like REALLLLY talked to her, since like... mmm.. last year? My birthday doesn't count. And then today, was the first time i went to her house in like, a year. And it was completely normal.
I also thought alot about how I get along with Nic & Cee so much easier then I do with some of my "new" friends. ... even if I'm SUPPPPER close to my new friends, Cyrina and Nicola know SOOO much about me, its freaky. Like Nicola came over on Saturday, and we talked about how she like.. understands the way I think sort of. Like just by LOOKING at my face she knows exactly what I'm thinking, and what I feel like. And what I like about Nic (cyrina too) is that they KNOW when not to approach something... and then they KNOW when its ok to push. Like today Cyrina. With.. erm. the.. "TELL ME OR I WON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE" ;) THAT was okay to push at.
I've also come to realize that I totally trust these two, and would tell them anything, including things I probably shouldn't tell them. Because I WANT them to know.
It's like once I start talking I can't stop xD
ALL IN ALL.
I love these two. To bits, I think they should know that, since I don't tell them enough :)
That was deep.
No?
Saturday, November 7, 2009
A little taste.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
RE-MODELING OF DOOM!
... who am I kidding, it's completely and utterly different, but nevertheless.. its so ME. :D
And if you didn't see my blog before hand.. well it was unfortunately all completely white.
BUT THEN I FOUND THIS SWEENEY BACKGROUND OF LOVE JOY.
(Props to Nathalie)
And life got better.
LOL, I'm talking to Alex, and this conversation made me laugh:
*posts*
Cass -Best Actress!- says:
xD
GUESS WHAT
*waits for her to say what, because she takes to long to type .. *
*frolics*
xD
*frolics some more*
*stops frolicing*
*whips out a gun*
*SAY WHAT WOMAN*
*points gun*
xD
omg. i'm hyper, i'm sorry
:D.. she still hasn't replied.
CYRINA CABALFIN HAS THE LAMEST BRIT ACCENT I'VE EVER HEARD. I just.. its honestly so funny. I mean, I love you Ceena.. but in all good humour..
*breaks down laughing*
ITS SO FUNNY.
"Ihupsoo.." xD XD XD XD HILARi-ous. non? ... obvs not, you wouldn't get it.
anywyas. i wasn't even supposed to post. I just wanted to post in my new blog!!
TTYL LADIES AND GENTS. mostly ladies.
gents do not resort to reading blogs.
XD
Another Blogger!
Her name is Jessica Davis, and she's amazing.
STALK HER
www.thedomesticladybug.blogspot.com
:)
3 New bloggers in the past week, that's not bad! First Nathalie (Easy Bake Cake) who has become the most religious blogger I have ever met besides Nicola. Then Stephanie (Skellington's Apprentice), who is also pretty dedicated :) and now Miss Jessica!
And now Miss Nathalie thinks it amazing of her to start recruiting new bloggies.
It feels like I've had this blog thing forever, I have well over 100 posts... but in reality, I've only had it since August..
Mmmm, you know what? I reallllly love coffee. As Terence would say, its not entirely coffee, more than simply coffee FLAVOURED sugar... but nevertheless. It tastes most fantastic. Speaking of, on most days of school, I do indeed bring a gigantic mug of yummy sugary great smelling coffee beany coffee-ness to school, and it just tastes SO FINE. In fact, it tastes so fine indeed, that Stephanie and Katy just took sips, and enjoyed it quite thoroughly. I should think. :)
SCRIPTREADING...
So today after school, I get to do a script reading/run through of Breanna's scene for Directing & Script. Oh.. Did I tell you guys? Breanna chose this scene from the play "The importance of being Ernest" and needed to cast two people in it, and she casted me and Cyrina :)So the whole scene is about these two women; Cecily (Cyrina) & Gwendolyn (me) and we're both "engaged to the same man" but not really. But what matters in the scene, is we both THINK we're engaged to the same man. So we fight quite civily about the matter, and dude... if it were me, i'd be like; BITCH GET AWAY FROM MY MANNN!! but instead i say things like; My dear Cecily, I think there might be some slight error... LOL.. that's SO not me. lawls.
But I'm most excited to play Miss Gwendolyn Fairfax. And to speak in a Brit Accent!
and now. a poem written during math class by yours truly
you anymore so you can just leave
you anymore so please just go away
for you anymore so don't talk to me
tears over you, you're completely not worth it
about you at all, you've been erased from my mind
a damn if you're sorry your words mean nothing
I don't MEAN
to keep you around, so you're welcome to dissapear
I don't REGRET
the things I say, cause it's the honest truth
I don't EVER
want you to know what's happening in my life
I don't EXPECT
you to ever be coming back
I don't WISH
for you to keep in touch, I'm kicking you out
I don't LIKE
the problems you cause, you're one giant mess
I don't REPEAT
my mistakes anymore, this will not happen again
I don't MISS
the misery you've caused, I'm much more content now
I don't REMEMBER
why I ever wasted time on you in the first place
I don't HEAR
what you say anymore, it's all just noise
I don't SEE
any reason to take back my decisions
I don't HOPE
to ever see you again
I don't MIND
if I'm hurting your precious "feelings"
I don't FIND
you innocent in anyway whatsoever
I don't FORGIVE
you for anything you've ever done
I don't CHERISH
any of the "memories" you say we've ever had
I don't FEEL
sorry for anything that I'm saying
I don't LOVE
anything about you, I never did in the first place
I don't JUMP
for people like you, underseving & egotistic
I don't SPEND
time worrying about YOU when there are better things to do
I don't FIGHT
to keep you around, cause you're nothing special
I don't WANT
you anymore, so you can just leave.
I've already wasted this poem on you, so the least you could do is listen to my last request... err.. requestS.
Well, I think i've said enough for today!
Expect another post tomorrow morning :) BRIGHT N' EARLY.
- Its Friday!
- Improv
- SOMETHING... I just had this discussion with Stephanie & Katy, and we all have that "feeling" that something exciting is happening tomorrow.. that feeling of "looking forwardness" yekno? ...
- Cousins possibly staying for the weekend?
- THE WEATHER IS DARK AND RAINY.. PERRRRFECT Tim Burton weather!
- Prepping for my Johnny Depp Marathon ;)
WHAT THE HELL.. something is SOOOO happening tomorrow.. just can't place my finger on it...
see you tomorrow! I'll let you know what happens... xD
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Can we RANT?
Cass says: Hey Steph
Cass says: WHAT DO YOU FEEL LIKE TODAY?
Cass says: UM. Well i helped this drunk guy at school this morning. Nope. lies. He had the flu, and was dizzy, and fell on his face. :D
Cass says: NICK. he's in my drama class. DOMINIQUE. :D
Cass says: I wanted to rant about a certain fellow, who you know, is a fine fellow at that, although he's a dumb fellow cause... well. All fellow's are dumb :D ..
Cass says:Well that's lame...
Cass says:Darlin', you can't control who's on ur brain. I would know. xD its some kind of.. secret ninja power to be able to control ur thoughts.
Cass says:WELL. i fink i'm gon go now. xD
Cass says: LATER STEPH.
-Stephanie Cajapin has left the conversation-
If this makes no sense to you, since... you know, it shouldn't.. unless you're telepathetic or something.. please go to this blog;
www.c-a-p-s-i-z-e.blogspot.com
& meet Stephanie Cajapin... my newest blog follower :)
Ah, well. Now I suppose I can rant just a tiny little bit. Okay.. when I say rant, I mean; lets talk about nothing and everything for the next million words. Or perhaps 100... whatever mood I happen to be in today.
I'm quite upset that Halloween happens to be over. I do not like this whatsoever. I think that people should come to school in their costumes all year long ... except we'll need a variety.. so how bout every Friday you have to come to school in costume. And if you don't;
YOU ARE PUNISHED AND SENT TO THE DUNGENS OF HELL WHERE ALL THEY FEED YOU IS BREAD WITH NO BUTTER, BECAUSE THAT'S THE EPIDEMY OF TORTURE. oh. And there will be a tiny kitty cat in the corner of your cell, that is a never-ending Meow-er. :) Muahaha..
Today is Collaboration day.. for those of you whom are idiots & have no clue whatsoever what type of day this is, its where classes are only 1 hour long, and life is amazing :D ... TODAY I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO... oh ya. YLD. T_T I'm not entirely keen on going tonight, for the fact that I just do NOT want to be in a group without Jac... or in the crazy leaders group... cause they're crazy and NOBODY wants to be in their group.
OMG RANT TIME; ANGRY CASS ALERT WARNING WARNING.
SO. are you prepared?... I do NOT think that the stupid YLD people should be seperating us AT ALL. I mean, even if they DO seperate us, I think that they should give the people that have they're last year, and the people that have been here WAYYYYYY longer than other people... like all the new people that are in Jethro's group with all my friends? I'm sorry but that is NOT fair at ALL. I don't mean to sound selfish.. but to BE perfectly selfish? I SHOULD GET TO BE IN THAT GODDAMN GROUP. It's not fair! To seperate me from all of my friends? Wtf???! I'm going to quit, if that happens. After PRC, I'm gone. Because I'll be SOOOO pissed off, its not even funny. Its not fair. its not fair. ITS NOT EFFING FAIR. You have no idea how angry this topic makes me.. so we might as well freakin move on before my vocabulary becomes more colorful...
COOL DOWN TIME...
Alright. I am calm.. ish. Lets talk about something better shall we not? Oooh! I just made Steph Frolic. This happys me. :D SO I BOUGHT THESE AMAZING THINGS FROM AVON, And I can NOT wait to wear them to school! I bought this White Hat, and these white matching gloves, and ACTUALLY, the color is specifically labeled "Ivory" :) And there's this white scarf that I STRONGLY desire, although it totals my order to about 50$... so I suppose I must settle for only the hat and gloves. ):... BUT I PLAN ON WEARING MOSTLY WHITE (Ivory) To school, and so I'm all wintery, (And sparkles on my face :D ... so that it looks all snow dewy and amazing) and then BAM! Red Lipstick! Amazing roite? I know. I'm psyched. ...
PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND;
- Nicola & possibly Cyrina over on Saturday to take my sister to her soccer game, and then home for Hot Chocolate & warm things. and movies. And chill out time :)
- Tiana & Possible Zahra over on sunday to discuss charitable activities.
- Somewhere in there, finish my math and Photo homework... ?
GUESS WHAT GUYS. STEPHANIE IS GON' MAKE A MOVIE WITH TIM BURTON AND SHE'S GOING TO CAST JOHNNY DEPPERS AS MY LOVEEEEEEEE INTEREST. WAHHHHHHHHHH.
*does little freakout dance in circles, struts around like sexy supermodel* YESSS.
aha. That sentence makes me giggle.
FALL:
I love fall. I have recently decided that Fall is my favorite season. I used to love summer, but I think I only loved summer because of the fact that there's no school. I like all the trees, and leaves, and gorgeousness of Autumn. its entirely GORGEOUS.
And something about Fall ALWAYS puts me in this mood... this mood to like, sit with this giGANTIC mug of Hot Chocolate, of the best of kind... and watch Sleepy Hollow. Fall weather, the darkness outside, and the atmosphere of the whole world around me SCREAMS sleepy hollow. :D
Plus.. I like Pumkins. :) ...
There are actually a lot of movies that remind me of Fall. and yes, they are all Tim Burton/ Johnny Depp movies. Some include; Corpse Bride, Nightmare Before Christmas, Coraline, Edward Scissorhands, Sleepy Hollow, so many more, and of course; SWEENEY TODD.
All the dark, mysterious creepy films... is so fitting for this very season. I wonder if Autumn was Tim Burton's favourite season...
AN EXCITING ACTIVITY:
I am most excited for the Johnny Depp Marathon that is to take place on November 11th. Funny... instead of "remembering" all the soldiers that died, I am to regard a man on screen with the loveliest of cheekbones and bone structure, and BODY of a GOD. well. we MIGHT watch "Platoon" ... its highly doubtful, but it's the thought that counts.
So what am I to bring? Besides Oreos... I have this idea, that my mommy will take me to Breanna's, and mommy will meet Breanna's mommy, and then Breanna and I shall go to the store and pick up the yums. Since Katy will not be at her house till 11:30 or so afterwards. :) Fun. I'm actually INCREDI-psyched, you have NOOOOOO Idea. This is the epidemy of my November.
ACTUALLY
PRC
IS going to be amazing too... which is the 4 days I'm away in the last weekend of November... Yes I'm unfotunately missing an Improv workshop.. but I'm sorry. PRC is a one chance thing, and its SO much fun. Its like... Fringe, for the drama kids. They'd NEVER skip fringe for a workshop, just like I'll NEVER skip PRC for a workshop. Plus, I've already spent 200$ paying for this trip, AND OMMMMG i hope i can get across the border with just my birth certificate and carecard, because dudes, i do NOT have a passport, and if I can't go, I think i actually might cry. Like break down, and cry.
-Stephanie Cajapin has entered the conversation-
Cass says: Oh absolutely splendid, thank you for asking, and yourself?
Cass says: Unfortunately T_T Must you go?
Cass says: LOL *skips across a meadow of daisies*
Cass says: LATER AMAZING :) <3
-Stephanie Cajapin has left the conversation-
http://www.c-a-p-s-i-z-e.blogspot.com/
Bow to your queen...



