why am i not okay with this.

Nope,
I don't think I'm okay with that.

Don't know why, but i'm not.

Wedding Dress Options.

The First picture? Is my absolute favorite.

My Perfect Wedding.

So first of all, I want the wedding to be in a forest. In a clearing of the forest, with lots of beautiful trees, and leaves on the ground. Like so;

Look at that, isn't it gorgeous? Look at the clearing, and the big beautiful trees. It's amazing.

Now wedding dresses are clearly very important, but I have SOOO many choices that I'm putting them all in a different post.

All my colors will be Red and Cream. And it will be amazing. Roses. Roses everywhere, and maybe random Tigerlilies, just because I love them.

My bridesmaid dresses will be dark red, and particularily simple and cute. I have 3 primary choices;

In that last picture with the three dresses, I love the one in the middle. With those exact shoes. Perfect.

And my makeup will be dark and classy,

While the Bridesmaids will have a ligher less intense version;

Now my hair? My hair will be down, and dark. Dark long curls, that hang loosely down my back. They will be gorgeous, because by the time I'm married, I'll have long awesome hair.

Like so!

And it will be beautiful.

(see next post for wedding dresses)

I really love my Boyfriend.

I love you Brad.
I know I say it all the time. I probably say it too much! But I do. You are amazing. I don’t know what I’d do without you! Seriously, my life would be boring. You are fun. You are cute. You are so funny. You are sweet, and kind, and lovely and handsome. I adore you.

I love being around you. I like talking to you, kissing you, cuddling with you, hugging you. I like watching movies, and gossipping and falling asleep on you. :)

I appreciate you. I love how you play with my hair and draw on my back for hours when I ask you to. Even though I know you probably don’t want to, but you do it anyways.

You’re the sweetest guy ever. You kiss me when you want to, no matter where we are. You hold my hand in the car, and let me listen to my radio stations. You deal with my stressful personality when i’m planning something. Like a party, or an event.
You deal with my gossipping ways, and how I love to hate people.

We never fight.
And I love that.
Why fight? We have nothing to fight about!

You call me every night, and always stay up a little bit later when i beg you not to go, because I love you too much and I’ll miss you. And then when I say that I need to go to bed, you let me. And I don’t know why, because you have every right to ask me to stay up forever. Hehe.

You comeover all the time, and pick me up all the time just to bring me back to your house, where we drink tea and watch endless movies and sit on the couch and.. ;) well, watch movies. hehe.
You drive me everywhere and anywhere, and never fail to remind me that you love me. Your words, your gestures, even the way you stand next to me.

I love it.

I love you.

You have no IDEA how much I love you.
I know we’ll be together for a long time,

and in years from now… when we’re old and married,
We’ll be drinking tea,
And you’ll draw on my back,

and I’ll tell this to you all over again.

Laze.

Today, I sat.
I mopped, swept and vaccumed.

...yeah.

Nicola came over, and guess what? We sat. xD
Watched Criminal Minds, How I met your Mother, ETalk, and Uptown Girls.

I had the laziest day. Ever.

...

sad cass is sad.

See those tabs underneath this post?

The ones that say
Sexy, Funny, and something else.. i don't know. but you can check mark them?

HOW THE HELL DO I GET RID OF THEM.

Shopping Stress

So 4 is wayyyy too late to be going shopping.
Which is unfortunate, because that is how it turned out.

.... So my dilemna?
Nicola and Ryan and Kaitie are supposedly coming shopping with me.
But we all know that Nicola probably won't come :P because she will have other things to do. I love you nic, but i could tell from your 'err' text.

Ryan probably won't come either from lack of ride, or lack of motivation.

Kaitie is coming for sure.

For. Sure.

so i have not that to worry about.

Then I'll make Brad comeover later tonight. Busy busy night.

Re-Designed.

I've re-designed my blog a little bit, as you may have noticed.
Who I am talking to, no idea.

NEVERTHELESS...
I re-designed it.

TUMBLR?

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?

I wonder why I never use this blog anymore

OH YEAH, because Tumblr is ten times a bajillion better than blogger, but its okay, because there are times when tumblr is a little bitch (like now) and that is when I will return to this blog, the old dinosaur that i created a million years ago, with almost all text posts... which is pretty darned impressive if you ask me.
What's new, you might ask? I'm babysitting, indulging myself with Cinnamon Toast Crunch, and watching endless re-runs of "According to Jim" ... I wish desperately that Boyfriend could be here, but that would be wrong, and would haunt my concsience forever, considering the fact that i AM indeed babysitting.
My play is this week, and I have one of the 'lead' roles, which isn't really even entirely a lead... so whatever. But I got casted as the evil wretched Mrs Sniperly, which was inevitable, because frankly... I'm always casted as the evil one.
yeh.