why am i not okay with this.

Nope,
I don't think I'm okay with that.

Don't know why, but i'm not.

Wedding Dress Options.

The First picture? Is my absolute favorite.

My Perfect Wedding.

So first of all, I want the wedding to be in a forest. In a clearing of the forest, with lots of beautiful trees, and leaves on the ground. Like so;

Look at that, isn't it gorgeous? Look at the clearing, and the big beautiful trees. It's amazing.

Now wedding dresses are clearly very important, but I have SOOO many choices that I'm putting them all in a different post.

All my colors will be Red and Cream. And it will be amazing. Roses. Roses everywhere, and maybe random Tigerlilies, just because I love them.

My bridesmaid dresses will be dark red, and particularily simple and cute. I have 3 primary choices;

In that last picture with the three dresses, I love the one in the middle. With those exact shoes. Perfect.

And my makeup will be dark and classy,

While the Bridesmaids will have a ligher less intense version;

Now my hair? My hair will be down, and dark. Dark long curls, that hang loosely down my back. They will be gorgeous, because by the time I'm married, I'll have long awesome hair.

Like so!

And it will be beautiful.

(see next post for wedding dresses)

I really love my Boyfriend.

I love you Brad.
I know I say it all the time. I probably say it too much! But I do. You are amazing. I don’t know what I’d do without you! Seriously, my life would be boring. You are fun. You are cute. You are so funny. You are sweet, and kind, and lovely and handsome. I adore you.

I love being around you. I like talking to you, kissing you, cuddling with you, hugging you. I like watching movies, and gossipping and falling asleep on you. :)

I appreciate you. I love how you play with my hair and draw on my back for hours when I ask you to. Even though I know you probably don’t want to, but you do it anyways.

You’re the sweetest guy ever. You kiss me when you want to, no matter where we are. You hold my hand in the car, and let me listen to my radio stations. You deal with my stressful personality when i’m planning something. Like a party, or an event.
You deal with my gossipping ways, and how I love to hate people.

We never fight.
And I love that.
Why fight? We have nothing to fight about!

You call me every night, and always stay up a little bit later when i beg you not to go, because I love you too much and I’ll miss you. And then when I say that I need to go to bed, you let me. And I don’t know why, because you have every right to ask me to stay up forever. Hehe.

You comeover all the time, and pick me up all the time just to bring me back to your house, where we drink tea and watch endless movies and sit on the couch and.. ;) well, watch movies. hehe.
You drive me everywhere and anywhere, and never fail to remind me that you love me. Your words, your gestures, even the way you stand next to me.

I love it.

I love you.

You have no IDEA how much I love you.
I know we’ll be together for a long time,

and in years from now… when we’re old and married,
We’ll be drinking tea,
And you’ll draw on my back,

and I’ll tell this to you all over again.

Laze.

Today, I sat.
I mopped, swept and vaccumed.

...yeah.

Nicola came over, and guess what? We sat. xD
Watched Criminal Minds, How I met your Mother, ETalk, and Uptown Girls.

I had the laziest day. Ever.

...

sad cass is sad.

See those tabs underneath this post?

The ones that say
Sexy, Funny, and something else.. i don't know. but you can check mark them?

HOW THE HELL DO I GET RID OF THEM.

Shopping Stress

So 4 is wayyyy too late to be going shopping.
Which is unfortunate, because that is how it turned out.

.... So my dilemna?
Nicola and Ryan and Kaitie are supposedly coming shopping with me.
But we all know that Nicola probably won't come :P because she will have other things to do. I love you nic, but i could tell from your 'err' text.

Ryan probably won't come either from lack of ride, or lack of motivation.

Kaitie is coming for sure.

For. Sure.

so i have not that to worry about.

Then I'll make Brad comeover later tonight. Busy busy night.

Re-Designed.

I've re-designed my blog a little bit, as you may have noticed.
Who I am talking to, no idea.

NEVERTHELESS...
I re-designed it.

TUMBLR?

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?

I wonder why I never use this blog anymore

OH YEAH, because Tumblr is ten times a bajillion better than blogger, but its okay, because there are times when tumblr is a little bitch (like now) and that is when I will return to this blog, the old dinosaur that i created a million years ago, with almost all text posts... which is pretty darned impressive if you ask me.
What's new, you might ask? I'm babysitting, indulging myself with Cinnamon Toast Crunch, and watching endless re-runs of "According to Jim" ... I wish desperately that Boyfriend could be here, but that would be wrong, and would haunt my concsience forever, considering the fact that i AM indeed babysitting.
My play is this week, and I have one of the 'lead' roles, which isn't really even entirely a lead... so whatever. But I got casted as the evil wretched Mrs Sniperly, which was inevitable, because frankly... I'm always casted as the evil one.
yeh.

hey babes

still alive.

that is all.

what i am currently doing, not that any of you care.

i just showered, and now i smell divine. just sayin'. i ADORE my shampoo... its wonderful. LaCoupe = yum.

so now I am tumblr'ing and being a lazy slob. not really a slob... cos i look good.

but i'm still lazy. xD

i've got my ipod dock turned up to the highest level of volume, and i'm currently blasting MGMT... but i have music ADD right now, and i'm switching the song every five seconds.

everyone's busy today, and i have no plans. I'm such a loser :P but i'm sort of ok with it. i needed a few days to do nothing. its nice.

tomorrow is the PNE ! :D with the Fab4. I love the Fab4 ^-^
we should have started that at the beginning of summer. shame.

school is going to start soon. fucking lame.

i hate school.

whatever.

it'll be ok.

xo

shopping list.

1. shutter island
2. revlon photo finish foundation

lol. thats all i can think of rn.

i like this blog,

i wish tumblr had the same layout type thing yeknow?
Like... you can't format your text posts all fancy on tumblr.

and overall, like.. the space to write is different and just like.. better. here. :P
iunno.

i love tumblr tho, obvs.

i have like.. 228 followers. woooo.

nicola has like.. a ridiculous amount. 300 and something. xD

anyways. life is good rn. j.s :)

Fab4 are my friends, xD i'm such a loser.

they're the only people i text all day everyday.

its k.

when school starts i'll be a super loser.

cos i'm not friends with anyone at school :P

i'll make friends, lol. just not like the ones i have rn.

T-T

bangssssssssss

i have to get up in less than 8 hours.

so i guess i’m going to bed…

Goodnight people.
Even though i’m sure its only nicola, and only nicola if i’m lucky, that reads this blog. xD

(not complaining though, haha)

LOVELY

i dont feel very good. BUT

Blow is playing in the background,
I’m getting ready and contemplating what to wear. since i’m still in work clothing

but.

i’m just in a good mood :D

Things that have happened in the past 2 days:

• I stayed up till 4 2 nights in a row talking to some Amazing person or s/t xD
• I fainted yesterday.
• I got some lovely news the other day.
• I’m a much happier person ^
• I got the day off today.
• I LIKE, CRAVE TALKING TO YOU. and i need that to go away, cos its getting a little weird on my end. xD
• ^ i lied, i dont want that to go away.
• i have 157 followers.
• i’m almost finished the first season of glee.

AND THAT, GOOD PEOPLE… is all that i can think of that has happened in the past 2 days. (:

See those things down there ??

the “rate this blog as”

I DONT KNOW HTF TO GET RID OF IT.

 

I just thought you’d be more excited for me.

i’ve waited forever, and then it happens, and you have absolutely nothing to say about it…

insomnia

no, i’m not an insomniac… because i’ve learned what that actually means. i just thought it was a fitting word for what i want to write about. Basically, i have issues sleeping lately. no not like…. I CANT SLEEP LIKE EVER WTF DO I DO. no not like that at all. Just like, i guess with my laptop as a distraction, and my tv, and things…. i just am too busy to sleep? but no… the truth is i’m just. …. not tired.

but this changes like when i go to work and stuff, i’m EXHAUSTED when i come home, but i still can’t sleep. my body is tired, and i can lay down for hours. But i never fall asleep.

so what am i doing right now, you ask?

1. talking to jordan e
2. talking to erin
3. watching white chicks
4. blogging on here, and on tumblr.
5. facebooking.
6. yeah.

end.

gif? kay.

goodnight.

dysfunctional

nobody has a family like mine.

nobody.

holy shit. holy fu**ing shit.

do you not understand that the more you talk to me, and the more you tell me how much a cow i’m being, IT DOES NOT MAKE ME WANT TO STOP BEING ANGRY, it makes me want to shoot myself int he fdiljsklefjsilf face .

 

YOU NEED TO LEARN TO STFU WHEN THE SITUATION CALLS FOR IT.

It feels weird. not just this, but everything. o.o

• sorta feels like this isn’t really my laptop, and i’m not going to keep it forever.
• it feels odd using this blogsite again. i mean, i’m spazzing vomitrocious (nommy) pics all over tumblr, but i enjoy being able to just write on this blog, plus i don’t think that anyone reads this anymore. if anyone does.. feel free to let me know?
• it feels weird not talking to you anymore.
• it feels weird letting you in so close to me. telling you things about my life, etc. it feels odd.
• it seems as though you don’t like me too much when we’re with large groups of friends, but then i put that feeling aside, because i know that in the end, i’m probably (what i’d like to think) one of your bestfriends. well. i certainly hope i am D:

wanna see a hot pic?

oh baby.

Her name is GERTRUDE.
she enjoys: Long walks on the beach, eating at fatburger, watching television for a ridiculous amount of continuous hours, and looooonnng baths. with you in them with her, ;)

hehehehe.

no i joke. i’m not actually like that i promise. and i actually enjoy walking, and dude if i lazed around all day, i’d go mad. i can’t STAND being lethargic. nicola’s job is to be lethargic. not me. :P
I have to move around and do shit, before i go crazyyyyy ~ xD

xx.

i’ve done nothing all day

absolutely nothing. NOTHING. daddy is making steak and prawns right now. i wish nicola was here. :( THERE’S ENOUGH DINNER FOR YOU NICOLA, IF YOU WANNA JUST SHOW UP? D:
no? ok. :(
I’m excited though. today was my nothng day. well… not really. we had a shit ton of company today. and i had a mountain dew.

wild.

;)

Girl, Interrupted.

Last night i watched girl interrupted. It has been on my list for the longest time, and i wanted to watch it ever since i’ve seen it being spammed all over tumblr. So yeah, i looked it up on youtube last night, and i watched it, and I LOVED IT. it was epic. not epic in an adventure kind of way, but epic in a like… omg i can’t stop watching, angelina jolie is so good in this movie and winona ryder is so pretty kind of way. Srsly folks, what happened to Winona? Know what would have been perfect? if Winona played dorothy in the new wizard of Oz, although i believe her acting career is over, and that maybe she’s a bit too old. How old is she anyways… and wtf was her last movie? o.o
I don’t even know. I just know that i really enjoyed Angelina’s role in that movie, and i’d love to write something like that for my one act play.
My only problem is that now that i’ve seen that movie, my script will probably be too much of a copycat of the movie. bleh.

 

….whatever.  

random gif is random. :D

This post was made on my new laptop

bitchesssss! woo. omg you don’t even understand how much i looove this laptop. cept daddy screwed over the keyboard languages, and now its all: IMA BE A FRENCH KEYBOARD AND EFF UP YER LIFE. and i’m all… kay… FUUUUUUU----

FUCKYAH

I have gaga tickets.

that is all.

oh wait, also; 57 days :O

SO BAAAAAAAABYYYYYY

i need to go to lady gaga concert.
If i don't go, i'll shoot a baby. No joke.

ok. maybe its a joke.
shuttup, i tried to be badass.

you + me = yup.


that's all.
xD

i think...

i look good in black and white. xD

Tumblr's being a little bitch,
so hullloooo blogger.

GUYS GUYS

jacqueline and I are no longer 'married'
on facebook.

... :O

PICTURE SPAM, since we haven't seen me in awhile. hehe.

WOW

i miss this blog, kinda. :O

Jac&Cass

HOT DAYUM, i love my jac jac.