i have to get up in less than 8 hours.

so i guess i’m going to bed…

Goodnight people.
Even though i’m sure its only nicola, and only nicola if i’m lucky, that reads this blog. xD

(not complaining though, haha)

LOVELY

i dont feel very good. BUT

Blow is playing in the background,
I’m getting ready and contemplating what to wear. since i’m still in work clothing

but.

i’m just in a good mood :D

Things that have happened in the past 2 days:

• I stayed up till 4 2 nights in a row talking to some Amazing person or s/t xD
• I fainted yesterday.
• I got some lovely news the other day.
• I’m a much happier person ^
• I got the day off today.
• I LIKE, CRAVE TALKING TO YOU. and i need that to go away, cos its getting a little weird on my end. xD
• ^ i lied, i dont want that to go away.
• i have 157 followers.
• i’m almost finished the first season of glee.

AND THAT, GOOD PEOPLE… is all that i can think of that has happened in the past 2 days. (:

See those things down there ??

the “rate this blog as”

I DONT KNOW HTF TO GET RID OF IT.

 

I just thought you’d be more excited for me.

i’ve waited forever, and then it happens, and you have absolutely nothing to say about it…

insomnia

no, i’m not an insomniac… because i’ve learned what that actually means. i just thought it was a fitting word for what i want to write about. Basically, i have issues sleeping lately. no not like…. I CANT SLEEP LIKE EVER WTF DO I DO. no not like that at all. Just like, i guess with my laptop as a distraction, and my tv, and things…. i just am too busy to sleep? but no… the truth is i’m just. …. not tired.

but this changes like when i go to work and stuff, i’m EXHAUSTED when i come home, but i still can’t sleep. my body is tired, and i can lay down for hours. But i never fall asleep.

so what am i doing right now, you ask?

1. talking to jordan e
2. talking to erin
3. watching white chicks
4. blogging on here, and on tumblr.
5. facebooking.
6. yeah.

end.

gif? kay.

goodnight.

dysfunctional

nobody has a family like mine.

nobody.

holy shit. holy fu**ing shit.

do you not understand that the more you talk to me, and the more you tell me how much a cow i’m being, IT DOES NOT MAKE ME WANT TO STOP BEING ANGRY, it makes me want to shoot myself int he fdiljsklefjsilf face .

 

YOU NEED TO LEARN TO STFU WHEN THE SITUATION CALLS FOR IT.

It feels weird. not just this, but everything. o.o

• sorta feels like this isn’t really my laptop, and i’m not going to keep it forever.
• it feels odd using this blogsite again. i mean, i’m spazzing vomitrocious (nommy) pics all over tumblr, but i enjoy being able to just write on this blog, plus i don’t think that anyone reads this anymore. if anyone does.. feel free to let me know?
• it feels weird not talking to you anymore.
• it feels weird letting you in so close to me. telling you things about my life, etc. it feels odd.
• it seems as though you don’t like me too much when we’re with large groups of friends, but then i put that feeling aside, because i know that in the end, i’m probably (what i’d like to think) one of your bestfriends. well. i certainly hope i am D:

wanna see a hot pic?

oh baby.

Her name is GERTRUDE.
she enjoys: Long walks on the beach, eating at fatburger, watching television for a ridiculous amount of continuous hours, and looooonnng baths. with you in them with her, ;)

hehehehe.

no i joke. i’m not actually like that i promise. and i actually enjoy walking, and dude if i lazed around all day, i’d go mad. i can’t STAND being lethargic. nicola’s job is to be lethargic. not me. :P
I have to move around and do shit, before i go crazyyyyy ~ xD

xx.

i’ve done nothing all day

absolutely nothing. NOTHING. daddy is making steak and prawns right now. i wish nicola was here. :( THERE’S ENOUGH DINNER FOR YOU NICOLA, IF YOU WANNA JUST SHOW UP? D:
no? ok. :(
I’m excited though. today was my nothng day. well… not really. we had a shit ton of company today. and i had a mountain dew.

wild.

;)

Girl, Interrupted.

Last night i watched girl interrupted. It has been on my list for the longest time, and i wanted to watch it ever since i’ve seen it being spammed all over tumblr. So yeah, i looked it up on youtube last night, and i watched it, and I LOVED IT. it was epic. not epic in an adventure kind of way, but epic in a like… omg i can’t stop watching, angelina jolie is so good in this movie and winona ryder is so pretty kind of way. Srsly folks, what happened to Winona? Know what would have been perfect? if Winona played dorothy in the new wizard of Oz, although i believe her acting career is over, and that maybe she’s a bit too old. How old is she anyways… and wtf was her last movie? o.o
I don’t even know. I just know that i really enjoyed Angelina’s role in that movie, and i’d love to write something like that for my one act play.
My only problem is that now that i’ve seen that movie, my script will probably be too much of a copycat of the movie. bleh.

 

….whatever.  

random gif is random. :D

This post was made on my new laptop

bitchesssss! woo. omg you don’t even understand how much i looove this laptop. cept daddy screwed over the keyboard languages, and now its all: IMA BE A FRENCH KEYBOARD AND EFF UP YER LIFE. and i’m all… kay… FUUUUUUU----